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What do you do when there’s someone new?
You try to be friendly, sharing thoughts in your venue

You speak, you share, words were upbeat like that of a snare–and

Now you got personal and lifts up your own chair.

All that I can do for now is stare

But don’t be fooled by the blank face and beware

The one your talking to is knowledgeable and aware

You might be staying as long as you can remember

But please be humble and don’t mumble at the glare.

Intimidation is not as scary as it may sound

Wolves may hurt you and in the corner your found

Better think twice before you expound

The Almighty Father is the only judge up to this ground .

Silence VI

Its been long since I can remember

The thought of forgetting would be harder

But realized this will not go any further

Coz there’s nothing in the heart and mind of thy lover.

The silence continued and never again heard

As if the owl’s already grown a beard

The screaming silence backlashes and severed

The tired heart and the mind now were angered.

Feelings little by little are being washed

Long notes now being crossed and slashed

Teasing, hissing, and mumbling were were bashed

Tears and fear were mushed

God carried what the hand holds and the pieces were stashed.

Something Different

It is twentysixteen and will be one of those beginnings in the journey of life. The past year bear a lot of things that thank God I handled it quiet enough. This post will be like those other personal ones but this will be my greater as of now.

I’ve been fascinated with the blogs of my colleagues which depicts fashion (francesandflair.com, spotlightonjamie.com, and stealthe.style). Photo shoots, fashion features and picturesque poses; it’s like flipping a fashion magazine and even better because I kinda know them.

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Silence V

A disaster, this is what I could say,

I can’t talk about it, but you will say nay.

I have said this for a million times.

And considered it as a hideous crime.

I thought I have already forget,

And happy I broke thy habit.

But no, I come across again to this point,

That the nerves of thy heart sparked when joined.

The feelings rushed through the veins,

And froze a big part of thy brain.

They say there’s nothing to feel shame.

And what if he doesn’t even want,

So God now lends his hand.

Silence IV

Days, months and years have passed,

The feeling was felt and thought would last.

But as we grew to be more mature,

The feelings felt was now unsure.

Yes, it was a dumb move,

To constantly imagine myself to be with you.

I assumed that the feeling was mutual,

And never imagined it’s becoming a ritual.

Days, months, and years passed,

Woke up to this reality,

And saw myself in sympathy,

Drowning my feelings in self pity,

“It’s time to stand up!” said God: the witty.

Labor of Love

It’s Labor Day here in the Philippines and its a holiday.

I’ve conceptualize this piece after  my supervisor suggested that what if I work overseas.

Back when I was in college, I never though of working abroad. My thinking was (I’ve said this a couple of times already) our government paid for my education for 14 years, well I mean subsidized to make me what I am today: a Professional. So I was determined to payback them by working in government offices.  Continue reading Labor of Love

Wanderlust: W(a)(o)ndering Where in Bicol?

My work brings me to places few people have been and a lot have read about. It’s like having a vacation for a whole year and bringing the goals and objectives of the office. Work maybe tough at times because of my figure and health condition (but I’m not sickly) but the different challenges and experiences encountered will never be replaced with anything in this world.

Now, let me take you to places I thought I cannot reach.

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When the One You Love Doesn’t Love You Back

I have been single for almost 8 years now.

But this is not about my “love life” but rather finding the “right job that will love me back”.

I promised myself that once I finished studying I will serve the government for it paid for my studies. I am a proud product of public schools.

Six months after I graduated from college, I had my first “real” job” as an Agricultural Technician in our LGU and my dad was one of my co-worker. I’m hesitant at first because we all know that false rumors flock the building. Anyway my job description was more of technical. We have provided assistance to farmers in our municipality, from farm animals, to plants/vegetables, to pets. I was the youngest in the office and it’s ok for I know my comrades are family friends.

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Silence III

This silence is unbearbale to hear

Moments are remembered, only by me dear.

The screaming silence, irritates the ear

No sharp words to move our rusting gear.

Eve does all the talking

Adam does the scribbling

The serpent does all the mumbling

Soft hearts may soon be meddling.

All thoughts were just assumed 

And emotions were made and were consumed.

Days are always counted

These moments always keeps me haunted

These settings God has planned was consented.