Its been long since I can remember
The thought of forgetting would be harder
But realized this will not go any further
Coz there’s nothing in the heart and mind of thy lover.
The silence continued and never again heard
As if the owl’s already grown a beard
The screaming silence backlashes and severed
The tired heart and the mind now were angered.
Feelings little by little are being washed
Long notes now being crossed and slashed
Teasing, hissing, and mumbling were were bashed
Tears and fear were mushed
God carried what the hand holds and the pieces were stashed.
A disaster, this is what I could say,
I can’t talk about it, but you will say nay.
I have said this for a million times.
And considered it as a hideous crime.
I thought I have already forget,
And happy I broke thy habit.
But no, I come across again to this point,
That the nerves of thy heart sparked when joined.
The feelings rushed through the veins,
And froze a big part of thy brain.
They say there’s nothing to feel shame.
And what if he doesn’t even want,
So God now lends his hand.
Days, months and years have passed,
The feeling was felt and thought would last.
But as we grew to be more mature,
The feelings felt was now unsure.
Yes, it was a dumb move,
To constantly imagine myself to be with you.
I assumed that the feeling was mutual,
And never imagined it’s becoming a ritual.
Days, months, and years passed,
Woke up to this reality,
And saw myself in sympathy,
Drowning my feelings in self pity,
“It’s time to stand up!” said God: the witty.
You were there to lift them up when they feel down,
Put a big smile on their faces that frown,
Comfort them in times of sorrow and pain,
And give hope when they feel vain.
But when you feel you’re in the bridge of giving up,
And all problems in your head have popped,
Where are they that you have served,
With all your heart,soul and even shirt.
They left you alone, never said a single thing
And you hear yourself helplessly sing.